Health questions:I really want to keep this a secret?

im very confident at times, but sometimes i suddenly feel dropped and become unstable or anxious
this is because i fainted because of this problem and im keeping this as a secret, so i feel guilty about not telling this to my doctor or my family
here's why i fainted
i was in school doing a math lab, it was my first time in this kind of lab
i was confused about some things, and i previously did a heading with a soccer ball and i also hit my head somewhere, so i thought that i got less smarter, convincing myself that it was the result of the hit in the head and believing it
i also masturbated and i always felt guilty about keeping it a secret, so i was really stressed
today, my grandma told me that she thought i fainted because i have been having stomach aches, so im feeling guilty again, because i really fainted a few months ago, and no one i know knows about it except me
i have been guilty about it a few weeks ago and this feeling comes and goes
when she brought this up, i felt guilty basically because she isn¡¯t aware of my real fainting
when i feel guilty, i think about it almost every moment, so i can't do anything properly and i lose confidence in everything, including every thought or movement that i do, becoming stressed because i feel that i have to do good in everything
does this mean that i was a problem with my self-esteem because im really confident at some times
the problem is that i can¡¯t do things properly as i want when i have this feeling
the thing i need to do is to protect myself from guiltiness that i constantly have
i have a feeling that im different from other people in some ways, so I should be guilty
2 days ago - 1 day left to answer.
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2 days ago

i really don't want anyone to know about this, but i feel guilty sometimes
2 days ago

i don't care about my health, but the only reason im guilty is just because they would love to care about me very much, but i haven't gave them a chance to do so

Then make up your mind - why are you on here with it.

You don't ask a question here.

Finally a guy that admits to masturbating!

feelings of giult can be a sign of Depression

Man that is deep. I think that the best thing that you can do is talk about it. you will be suprised at the relief you will feel when you talk to your love ones openly and honestly.
God bless

Masturbation is normal, but getting hit in the head and then fainting is not. Go to your parents/doctor, tell them about the soccer incident and the fainting but not the part about masturbation. (Don't worry, I'm pretty sure your parents already know).

masturbating makes people blind so the dizziness and fainting you're experiencing is just your body losing its optical orientation and you're moving on to the next stage of blindness

Wake up, smell the coffee. Get to the doctor, sort it with him, relax and stop worrying about things. Doctors, now!!

Sweetheart, you need to see a psychiatriast....if that is too difficult, see a schoo counselor who will bring in a "Real" counselor, then will refer you to whomever you need to see, unless they can help you themselves. Godbless and love to you. I know exactly how you feel. You are welcome to email me at adolphinspirit@ Don't forget you are surrounded with angels who are protecting you.

i believe you have a case of Anxiety and low self esteam. stop feeling like everything is your fault. i've been there done that. Anxiety attacks can make you faint, nervous, and light headed. it has nothing to do with ur getting hit in the head. you havn't lost any smartness etc. so don't worry. you should how ever tell your dr because they make meds to help with the Anxiety. and it's not an uncommon thing. i have been diagnosed with public Anxiety. means i can't go to public places long around a lot of people or i feel faint. and tell your family. im sure they will understand they love u.

Because you are very young you are concerned about this and why not. Some families talk open about such matters some feel ashamed to do so. But if you cannot speak to someone close to you. Know that God forgives you all the things you have done wrong in your life and even the things you think may have been wrong. Just like everyone else.

And He loves you so much that He sent His only Son Jesus to die for you. So that you might be saved.

So in the quiet of your heart make it up with Him and walk confidently as you always have done.

Know that he has not only forgiven you but He also forgets all about any wrongs you have done.

Haven't you ever read in the Bible in the New Testament:

"I am writing this to you, so that you may know that you have eternal life you who believe in Jesus the Son of God."

God doesn't want you to hold your head in shame. He doesn't want you to suffer guilt or shame, but rejoice in His blessed name.

Please visit some Phsychiatrist as soon as possible.....whatever you mentioned is routine day issue we all too have...so please dont think much and for this you must try to live among some good friends or put interest in readings etc. Please send me your email address i wanna send u a mail its powerpoint presentation.. thanks my email is simplyawan@ by the way email that girl adolphin....and have friendship with her i hope it will help you too...

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